the life and lies.

i can't really even write down anything that would come close to how much i loved that movie. i just want to watch it again right now so terribly bad. i don't even understand it myself how i am so attatched to those characters. and oh...oh they were all so perfect. all of them.
maybe someday soon i'll be able to talk about it.
words don't really come yet.

i don't really cry or get emotional about anything, hardly ever. but tears came and i just, i don't know. i can't even write.

the whole time i kept thinking, "i want everything to freeze in that shot so i can stare at it." over and over. every scene. everything.

but it was absolutely perfect.
this:

blew me away.

the end.

pink elephants on parade.

my Grooveshark right now, is full of songs i wish i had. Damien Rice. Regina. Pheonix. Ben Folds. The Format. Guster. Sufjan. Chuck songs. Blind Pilot.
Snake-Frightened Rabbit.
this music video reminded me of this scene on Dumbo. it always scared me when i was little.
i still like that song.

"oh cool. a tiny weapons standoff."

my name may not be said much in the United States.
but it's said everyday in Russian speaking countries...
"Good Day! or Dobry Day if you speak Russian. For me, everyday is a Dobry Day because I say that to people everyday. It means that everyday is a good day. I've found a lot of Dobry things on my mission. I've found the Dobry juice and the Dobry house and the Dobry morning and evening. I've also found the Dobry people, the Dobry feelings, and the Dobry Pastor(me), to name a few."
-my brother.

so dobry day everyone.

i love Chuck:

"what are you looking at?"

"not that scar. or that scar. neither one of those scars. or your...mole.

"that is a beauty mark."

"which is what i meant by mole...beauty mark.
you're so stunning i can't even look away."

watch that scene here.

i love it.

{wehearit}

kittens. inspired by kittens.

i don't really love cats.
but i thought this was pretty funny.

click here, yo.

i've started saying yo after stuff. copied from jessie.

"i'm her mom."
"noooo. she's not."

andrew+carissa+naomi+josh.

favorite combo.

click here.

i love everything about this.
of course it's to beirut music.

i love gloves.

the fingerless kind,

that is.

just realized how old i really am.
18 is old.
even older than Harry was when he entirely anialated Voldemort.

i decided scary movies are pretty dumb.
except there's a few that aren't: 
"when a stranger calls" is a good one. and "signs" is classic.

i also decided halloween will be a lot more fun when i have little kiddos.

film photography is a lost art.
very sad.

my eyebrow hurts right now.

this family is too cute.
their kiddos are adorable.
she takes lots of great pictures, and lots of feet pictures.
i love feet pictures.
her room is beautiful.
i wish i had her curly hair.

happy halloween.
go eat some (more) candies.

the end.

"totally brill."

you know it's impossible to say caramel without enunciating the A.

car-a-mel.

oh and i guess i know where i'm going now.

UPGC.

their video sold me.

one to one ratio of teachers to students.

Jude Law.

not only is Jude my favorite name.

it's the name of that man.

The Holiday.

We Live Here.

reds. oranges. whites. pinks. and shades.

and i love having a camera.

i can take pictures of blastic sunsets.

and blur colors together.

then slam them onto my computer.

ten minutes tops.

i messed with that last one, it looks like lava in the sky, a little.

one zero. two one. two zero one zero.

this blog brings me so much happiness.

they are just so cool.

she is creative.

he is talented.

she and he are so in love.

have you seen what she did for his birthday?

one day i hope i'm as cool as her.

as in love as she is.

with my own holga.

and stuff.

autumn falling from trees.

i can't say it enough.
i love this season.

it is so refreshing.

has it always been this great?
i just don't remember being so much in love with a season.
sometimes i take the longly long way home so i can look at the trees and colors a little longer.
driving in the evenings when there's still a little light is the greatest, especially with the windows down and the heat on.

i think a picnik sounds nice, with my picnik basket that the parents were planning on throwing out.
who does that?

a blanket.
the colorful trees.
some friends.
my camera.

i'm excited for Valentine's Day, only because i can't wait to hang these heart doilies up.

purchased HP tickets today.

you have seen this right?

definitely shiver worthy.

harry and ron are just too good looking.

these songs made today rad:

Landed-Ben Folds. i'm just real confused about the monkey.

Satalite-Guster. 

Give It Up-The Format.

Almost Everything-Wakey!Wakey! almost everything i wish i'd said the last time i saw you. 

my goal, times two.

{source}

berries.

therefore i call that tree the Katniss tree.

Andrew+Carissa

i love their blog and work.

Andrew makes videos. my favorite is his Light Outside Music Video.

Carissa does photography. my favorite is her Alice In Wonderland shoot.

i think they are both so unique.

she is so plain yet really, really pretty.

they are married.

instead of sending out a Christmas card, they sent out a Merry Christmas video with Sufjan Stevens playing in the background.

she says nite instead of night.

and she calls her husband lovehead.

and i'm really loving the song Light Outside by Wakey!Wakey!

Fall Break.

well i like this a whole lot.

Anthology-"Print Is Not Dead"

good thing i have an unhealthy obsession with movies and music.

Chuck is so dapper.
remember when him and Casey listened to Love on the Rocks.
and Sarah, i want to be her.

see yah tonight.

so have you seen the movie Chocolat.

one of my favorites.

it's a great feel good film.

Johnny Depp is a favorite, and i really like Juliette Binoche.

she plays a really good motherly character both in this and Dan In Real Life.

she is really beautiful also.

{photos from here}

harry potter. the boy who lived.

come to die.

i stole a lot of pictures today.
from here.

because obviously i couldn't pick a favorite.

"why do you live?"

"because i have something worth living for."

and to top it off, season four of Agent Bartowski starts tonight.

Chuck and Sarah.

Morgan.

Awesome and Ellie.

John Casey plus daughter.

Jeffster.

yes.

ridiculously awesome spies.

word.

love.

huzzah.

spy TV shows are necessary in one's schedule.

Kevin Weisman is:

-Marshall Flinkman (designer of super cool spy gadgets, but traitor to the US cause he works for SD-6) on Alias.

-and evil poisoning bad guy on episode "Chuck Versus The Truth" season 1 of Chuck.

today my two worlds collided.

this is exciting.

now, if you have not seen this man:

Michael Vartan, aka Michael Vaughn (CIA-handler of Sidney Bristow) in action on Alias.

yer missing out.

how rad is this snapshot of the Chuck gang minus Captian Awesome:

oh chuck. i love your sneakers that you wear.

and all i could say was hello.

sam, tell me what was so special about your wife.

well how long is your program.

{i love Meg Ryan.}

{i love this movie.}

Sam...it's nice to meet you.

it was like...magic.

i like when you don't know anyone at a pool.

this pleasure allows you and your big D's to dobe around the pool for a couple hours with yer goggles on.

it's like i'm ten years old again.

thank you Scera Shell.

some nonsense:

Mockingjay in T minus three days.

get excited.

Heath Ledger tonight, i'm hoping.

She & Him next Thursday: check.

we watched a bit of You've Got Mail last night:

"Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life. Well, not small, but circumscribed. And sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around?"

what a good looking lot:

picture one {source}
picture three {source}

"don't worry, i'll go easy on you."
"thanks Ronald."

James McAvoy.

i've got a thing for him.

he's different, and sometimes strange.

but he plays a really good sad and in love character.

i think it's his eyes.

like in Penelope and Becoming Jane.

yes.

oddly attractive.

lovely.

i like these quotes:

"You're waiting for a train; a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure. Yet it doesn't matter - because we'll be together." -Inception

"Either she's an evil, emotionless, miserable human being, or... she's a robot." -Tom, 500 Days of Summer

"Time is making fools of us again." -Albus Dumbledore

Tom: "Nobody loves Ringo Starr."
Summer: "That's what i love about him." -500 Days of Summer

"Robin is better than the girl of my dreams. She's real." - Paul, 500 Days of summer

"Dreams within dreams is too unstable!" -Inception   psych, try a dream within a dream within a dream within a dream. yes.

"No i sometimes dream about flying..." -Summer, 500 Days of Summer

Tom: "I've haven't seen you."
Autumn: "You must not have been looking..."
-500 Days of Summer

"We did it, we bashed them, wee Potter's the one, and Voldy's gone moldy, so now let's have fun." -Peeves the poltergeist

right now i feel like this:

just a little angry.

angry that my body won't move anymore due to overkill of conditioning/stadiums/conditioning/running/soccer tryouts. blegh.

whate'er.

at least i'll be in the best shape of my life.

it deserves a post of it's own.

Inception.

i have to say, i went into this movie having no clue what it was about. i watched the trailer long ago and remember adding it to the list of movies i would definitely need to see.

alls i know is it was brilliant.

you know you've just seen a good movie when you can't remember what trailers were played at the begining.

that zero gravity scene with Joseph Gordon-Levitt was fantastic.

i couldn't even breathe it was so intense.

the whole thing was incredibly intense.

i just can't even describe how amazing it was and how much i loved it.

and Joseph, Joseph is perfect.

"give me a kiss."

when he took off his jacket to get to work it reminded me of Tony Sparks when he starts creating. dream come true.

definitely worth paying to see it again.

i loved everyone in it. so good.