the life and lies.

i can't really even write down anything that would come close to how much i loved that movie. i just want to watch it again right now so terribly bad. i don't even understand it myself how i am so attatched to those characters. and oh...oh they were all so perfect. all of them.
maybe someday soon i'll be able to talk about it.
words don't really come yet.

i don't really cry or get emotional about anything, hardly ever. but tears came and i just, i don't know. i can't even write.

the whole time i kept thinking, "i want everything to freeze in that shot so i can stare at it." over and over. every scene. everything.

but it was absolutely perfect.
this:

blew me away.

the end.

suppose.

HARRY POTTER comes out tonight.
and i've made my wand and i've put my outfit together and i've waited and i've waited.
and it's come.
and i've had a permanent grin on all day.
all week.
and Daniel Radcliffe is so dapper. so attractive.
and i love this day.
but outfits and smiles are not what's been making me want to cry of happiness.
no.
i can't put my love for Harry Potter, for that world, for those people and that story into words.
huzzah.

TONIGHT.

pink elephants on parade.

my Grooveshark right now, is full of songs i wish i had. Damien Rice. Regina. Pheonix. Ben Folds. The Format. Guster. Sufjan. Chuck songs. Blind Pilot.
Snake-Frightened Rabbit.
this music video reminded me of this scene on Dumbo. it always scared me when i was little.
i still like that song.

the fab four.

"...and above all, pity those who live without love." -dumbledore. that new thrift store on state street is pretty fun. i found some treasures. a life magazine from a while back full of the story of John Lennon and the Beatles, plus pictures galore. my reading for the week. old film camera, i'll buy some film soon. six new records. two of them neil diamond. i listened to harry potter while scanning at doxy, fred died and i cried. i was alone. sunday inspiration: service, gratitude, self-mastery. i made some pompoms to hang in my room. tutorial here. they look nice. anything that'll hang from my ceiling is my favorite. four more days. my mom and sisters are in love with chuck. i can't wait for tomorrow night, two weeks is too long to go without a new episode. that was a really fun weekend. skateboarding circles. you have not seen movement till you've seen Kirk...dance. that is what it was, i'm sure. that was a good game, ya know? it's going to be a good week chums.

happy sundey.

potterwatch.

Rapier/Rodent: "so people, let's try and calm down a bit. things are bad enough without inventing stuff as well. for instance, this new idea that You Know Who can kill with a single glance from his eyes. that's a basilisk! listeners. one simple test, check whether the thing that's glaring at you has got legs, if it has...it's safe to look into it's eyes. although, if it really is You Know Who, that's still likely to be the last thing you'll ever do."

River: "and the rumors that he keeps being sighted abroad?"

Rapier/Rodent: "well...who wouldn't want a nice little holiday after all the hard work he's been putting in. point is, people, don't get nulled into a false sense of security, thinking he's out of the country. maybe he is. maybe he isn't. but the fact remains, he can move faster than Severus Snape confronted with shampoo when he wants to."

city.

i am obsessed with the city.
any city.
but i've never been to one, at least not in the heart of one.
other than SLC.

i could see myself living in one someday.
a metropolitan area.
even if only for a short time.

i just want to go.
and take pictures like crazy.
and people watch.
and go into every little shop i see.
and eat in every place there is to eat.
and walk and walk.
just see everything.

i want to go to New York. Chicago. San Francisco. Washington DC. London. Barcelona.

everywhere!

{all photos found on Etsy}

blues. on a wednesday.

 

blue beautiful bug. that i want.

that blue teapot.

their blueish tub.

i love the blueish tints in these prints.

blue. blue water.

if i could be a marine biologist, i would in a heartbeat.

sea animals are the coolest.

but who knows, maybe i'd dive on in for the first time and absolutely hate it.

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i love blue.